Untitled [part one]

-Masarap balikan ang mga alaala ng nakaraan..-

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Noong bata pa ko,nag-ambisyon akong maging doktor. Lahat kasi yata ng kalaro ko noon, gusto rin magdoktor. Nagpapabili pa ko ng mga laruang pang-gamot kunwari. Nilalaro ko pa mga dahon ng santan at gumamela namin sa garden. Kunwari din mga pasyente ko ang mga manika ko. Mga barbie sila,tingin ko noong bata ako mga sanggol sila. Mahilig din akong gumawa ng bahay-bahayan yari sa mga kumot namin. Tagpi-tagpi, naalala ko tuloy ang mga bahay sa gilid ng riles ng tren. Payabangan din noong mga bata pa, pagandahan ng laruan. Naalala ko noon gusting-gusto ko magkaron ng Winx yata yun, yung lumilipad na mga fairy. Di ko na rin maalala.

Mga tatlong taon pa ang lumipas, heto na ko. Grade one na! Masasabi kong matapang ako noong bata pa ko, di na ko hinahatid sa eskwelahan nun. Yun nga lang sa aking pagkakatanda muntik na kong ma-kidnap. Buti at tumanggi akong sumabay sa mag-asawang yun, ang ganda pa naman ng kotse nila. Naalala ko rin yung klasmeyt ko noong grade one, iyakin talaga. Ayaw humiwalay sa nanay nya, daig pa ang kinakatay sa baboy sa pag-iyak. Wala ring tatalo sa 'May I go out, teacher nun.' Kasi pagdating mo sa CR ng paaralan, kakalimutan mong nag-paalam ka sa teacher mo ng 'May I go out ma'am?' Daig pa yata ang payatas sa baho. Pero dahil 'call of nature' go pa rin kami ng mga klasmeyt ko. Meron din akong puppy love, pero di ko na maalala pangalan nya, pati ata muka di ko na rin maalala, nasaan na kaya sya? Sana ganoon pa rin itsura nya.
Grade six na ko, wow! di ata ako lumaki. Sa pila kung di ako sa pangalawa, pangatlo o pang-apat pag by height ang usapan. Dati rin excited ako laging mag-flag ceremony kasi katabi lang namin sa pila yung older puppy love ko, ayun natatandaan ko pa naman muka niya.

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High School life.

First year, mahiyain pa ang bawat isa. Mababait. Cool ka pag may kaibigan ka mula sa higher years. Bata pa ang itsura. Inosente. Yun ang freshmen. Green ang kulay. Ang pangit ng Cheerdance nung Intrams. Pero enjoy ang unang taon.
Second year. Medyo terror ang adviser. Nakakatakot ma-late sa klase. Ang bait pa rin. Natuto ng gumala. Ginagabi na sa pag-uwi. Blue ang kulay. Cool ang buhay.
Third year. Kabaligtaran. Super bait ng adviser. Natuto nang magka-lovelife. Gumagala na talaga. Ginagabi sa mga practices at project making. Unti-unting nadidiscover ang sarili. Red and kulay. Maganda na ang Cheerdance nung Intrams.
Fourth year. Heto ang pinaka sa lahat. Malapit na ang graduation. Sinusulit na ang huling taon. Malalaman mo na ang mga tunay na magkakaibigan. Maraming iyakan. Mga di malilimutang samahan. Masusubok talaga ang tibay ng inyong barkadahan.

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College. Cool. Culture-shock. Nice. Thrilling. Exciting. Tiring. ... (to be continue)

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Ang ganda ng buhay. Ipagpatuloy ang mga bagay-bagay. Patuloy na makibaka. Patuloy na tuklasin ang hiwaga.

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12am.

woot! yeah it is 12 am.and im really really 'bangag.'i have a paper to be pass on monday and here i am doing the drafts.and woops! i still have a powerpoint presentation to prepare. ;c

-ang buhay estudyante, masaya, masarap. ngunit subukan mong lasapin ang bawat minuto sa eskwelahan. pag naramdaman mo na. mahirap. ngunit ganoon talaga ang buhay. baliktad ang kapalaran. babaliktad ang kapalaran. iikot ang gulong. liliwanag ang bolang kristal. tatalon ka sa bintana. pero pipigilan ang sarili. magtataka. magtatanong. anong oras na?

i'll camp with these people again.

I saw this video then i remember again all the laughs we had in Balayan, Batangas last 2006. Yeah we really had a good stay there although we did not win that much in the competition. We had ghost stories, exchanging of thoughts every night, water shortage early in the morning, eating and eating..hunting our crushes! practice and practice for our group presentations, yeah it was really a camp after all. We really had fun with our teachers, Mam Cacananta and Sir Concepcion. I miss them. Yeah. I hope it's not only in the videos or pictures that I can see them again.

at the end of the road.

...I always believe in True Love

Do you? or you're just into playing games?

Yeah,I've encountered people interpreting love as a game. Playing,tricking,misleading directions...

It sucks,right? Love is a very special thing intended to make people happy. It doesn't mean, game or somewhat a gamble. It is something to take care of. Something to nurture by two people deeply in love with each other.

Yeah,sounds really 'corny' but true, it is not just simply having a boyfriend, or a girlfriend. It is about engaging in a relationship with all your heart and mind. A boyfriend or a girlfriend is not a thing to play with. Because these are humans, having feelings and also getting hurt. Bitter, isn't it? But I'm not bitter at the moment. I just want to tell some people who doesn't believe in true love that there is always someone for each one of us. A soulmate, as they call it. Someone that will stay with us through eternity. Sweet. Oh! Don't get me wrong, I am not a hopeless romantic. I'm just being truthful. That love is just somewhere there at the end of our roads. Ready to lead us through its tough avenue of rocks and smoke.

reminiscing.

10 years from now..

I've been reminiscing my high school life for the past few days.I can still remember my moments at the TSB and some of my embarrasing moments in the small campus of Cavite National High School.

But I also keep thinking of what will happen 10 years from now.On our high school reunion.How will I look like? How will my classmates and friends look like? Will I have very long hair? Will I wear a nice red dress? Will I see my past high school crushes? Will I be able to tell my alma mater,I missed her? Yeah,definitely.

High School for everyone seems to be the happiest part of teenage life and so am i.All those things I've learned from it,all the lessons and teachings from my mentors.All of it will always stay here ♥ in my young teenage heart.

So,I'll be always telling this. "Batchmates! See you 10 years from now!"

school.school.

...yeah im kinda always stressed and haggard lately..maybe it's because of the school works..stuff..papers..exams..crap! oh how i wish i can graduate now and have my stable job..but oh no..i still have 3.5 years to go in college.

.news leads
.hum2 paper
.devcom11 and nasc7 exams
.fieldtrip
.exercises
.notecards

what else could i wish for??

school.school.

i need to have high grades,that would be my goal..so i need to be patient..studying hard is my answer!

.eyebags
.sleepless nights
.tiring journeys
.wasted time
.wasted papers
.scratches

yeah..it's all part of it.. ;)

UP @ 100! - ang galing mo!

The University of the Philippines

UP is currently celebrating its 100 years of existence in the academe.Last January 08, 2008, Tuesday, the whole UP System had a Centennial Kick-off held at UP Diliman.The motorcade started from UP Manila (which is the very first UP campus ever established) going to the Diliman campus.The 7 campuses were all present in the event.

(A sad thing for me! because I was not able to go,I'm doing my paperworks by that time :c..)

-a li'l info from my wiki friend^^-

Centennial Celebration

"On January 8, 2008, the University of the Philippines (UP) began its centennial celebration with 7 universities with 12 campuses offering 258 undergraduate and 438 graduate programs. It produced 7 of 14 presidents, 12 chief justices of the Supreme Court, 30 of 31 national scientists and 36 of 57 national artists, 250,000 UP alumni (15,000 doctors, 8,000 lawyers and 23,000 teachers).Fernando Javier, 100, of Baguio City, oldest UP alumnus (Civil Engineering from University of the Philippines, Manila, 1933), carried the 100-torch relay at the UP academic oval in Diliman, Quezon City; 99th torchbearer was Michael Reuben Dumlao, youngest, a 6-grader from the University of the Philippines Integrated School in U.P. Diliman; UP president Emerlinda Roman, first woman president, carried the 100th torch and ignited the centennial cauldron in the UP Oblation.Fernando Javier, born on June 18, 1908 on Padre Faura in Manila, led hundreds of “Isko’t Iska” (Iskolar ng Bayan) and he lit the "perpetual flame" on the centennial cauldron at Quezon Hall which initiated U.P.'s year-long centennial celebration.The cauldron features 3 pillars - 3 core values and 7 flowers - the constituent universities, to wit, UP Manila, UP Diliman (together with UP Pampanga, its extension campus), UP Los Baños, UP Baguio, UP Visayas, UP Mindanao, and UP Open University.Meanwhile, on January 9, 2008, an electrical overload burned a University of the Philippines, Diliman "condemned" dormitory at the Narra Residence Hall, corner of Quirino Street and Katipunan Avenue. No one was hurt."

Whoa,I'm really proud that I made part of this University.Not only for its name,but for its purpose to continue uplifting Philippine education, and to produce brilliant minds that will soon be national leaders, scientists, artists and professionals in their respective fields.

Congratulations UP! Sandaang Taon ng karunungan! Let's wait for another hundred years to come..